26 6 / 2012
Song sent to me by a former last year while going through our fall out. Looking at what a difference a few months can make, it kinda blows my mind how come I didn’t have some of my realizations sooner than much later. The kind of relationship I want, the kind of partner I’d like to be, and what I’d like to be able to bring to the table. Like really? It took all those years, all that drama, and all those losses to realize basic things like this? Ha. But I AM glad I’ve come to these realizations at all. Wish I can say I have no regrets though, that I’m not dying for a chance to rectify some mistakes I’ve made. I guess there are things I will never truly get over, no matter how much I tell myself that these mistakes have served their purpose..
